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Big fight in front of Cyrus
by Photobug Mom ~ December 4th, 2006. Filed under: life in general.We had a huge fight last night. DH was stressed about going to work and I was stressed because Cyrus was fussy and I was tired of pushing and wanted to updating my diary. It was really bad. He insulted me and I was out of control. He felt I had a bad attitude and caused a fight before bedtime. I was simply driven nuts by Cyrus. I wanted to do something on the computer so I can do cleaning during the day. But it’s impossible if Cyrus didn’t go to bed. He felt I wasn’t grateful that he was supporting me. I felt he didn’t how difficult Cyrus can be.
We shouted at each other in front of Cyrus, talking about getting divorced. I slammed things. Cyrus was crying. This was not something parents should do. I’ve felt really bad. I am not a good mother.
We’ve not made up yet. DH was very angry this morning due to the lack if sleep. He said he didn’t want to talk to me. It’s hard to admit that you have a failing marriage. It’s even harder to know what you can do to fix it.
